Moving to 2013

our last hope fr 2012 officially over..

tink we still need scientific proven methods to conceive..

tis cycle gonna depends solely on luck.. no medications, no tcm..

hoping for another miracle like Denson.. :)

Hope that our 2nd miracle wun take too long to come true..

Denson, e lil boi has grown up..

It has been what e rest of e experienced mummies said.. They r growing up way too fast!!

While he was running a temperature since Sunday, I took leave to accompany him at home on mon.. Not only he don't look sick, he is extremely well behaved..

Wen it is time for lunch n dinner, he self-fed n finish almost everything.. Funny scenarios..He was watching tv, so I went to do big biz.. Wen it was commercial break, he came looking for mi.. He open e toilet door n saw mi on e toilet bowl..

Boi: what u doing?
Mi: mummy poo poo, Chou Chou.. Can u go out pls..
Boi: mummy poo poo.. NG NG... NG NG...

For a moment, I wasn't too sure if he was doing wat I tot he was doing.. But it really make mi luff..

Tuesday.. We sent him to in-laws place, just to make sure he fully recovered b4 we send him to sch again..

Daddy say he was sticky wen he was trying to leave for work.. But he certainly had fun w his xiao shu.. when we reached in the evening, he quickly ran to the door shouting for mummy and hugging me so tight.. he dont even show such affection when i pick him up from sch.. he ask mi to feed him but he end up eatting himself.. realised how much he needed his mummy to be ard for him...

after his dinner, he insist i play w him... i told him mummy hungry, can mummy eat first...

boi: mummy, you hungry? u wan to eat?
mi: yes, mummy is hungry, can mummy eat first..
boi: go go.. mummy quickly go eat.. eat already then play okie...

after tat we went for a stroll... he requested to see fishes so we went to the aquarium.. wanted to buy bubble tea before going to aquarium but he insisted to see the fishes first.. he even told us see fishes first, later then buy drink ok... haha reminded him canot touch and scare the fishes, so he merely see n tok to them.. n yes, he kip reminding himself canot touch oso..

when we reached the bubble tea shop, he say he wan to pay money, ask daddy for money.. haha.. gav auntie the money n kip saying thank you!!

reached home, n asked him to go for a shower.. he immediately asked for his toy cars.. tsk tsk tsk... then next he asked for mummy to shower him.. rejected him so many times but he insist.. in the end, mummy gave in.. well, i certainly enjoyed showering him... he can soap himself which i could hav just let him do it himself.. and he certainly know the routine... he noes at po po's hse, he have to be carried into the room to be dressed.. so after wrapping up, he ask mummy to carry him...

8plus and we were trying to go off, i thought he is going to make a big fuss and want to come along w us.. after explaining to him, he gave us a hug each, a kiss.. N shoo us to the door and bid us goodbye very loudly.. he understand that we have to go and he will stay a night then we will bring him home the next day.. he didnt whine, he didnt cry..

how can we not love him leh...

No luck for Oct baby

no luck nvm, my apps for period tracking has to be be updated when i forgot to backup the history!!

arghh... all gone.. i cant rmb anything..

so i am starting afresh from Jan2012 onwards...

hope this means an easier start for TTC again...

looking at the calendar.. if it fails for feb, no Nov baby.. if it fails for mar, no dec baby.. if it fails for apr, jan baby.. if only i conceived in may, it will be Feb baby, and most likely a SNAKE baby..

OMG.. the most dreadful zodiac but might be a good thing for the little one when he/she goes to sch in future...

crossing my fingers and leaving it to fate...

possible reasons for failure:

- i went for RF detox affecting the hormones in the body..

- we went for massage n STEAM on the day b4 the prime... all soldiers sure die.. *haiz, bad choice..*

- though detected a slight +ve for Ovulation, but it wasnt as dark +ve as what i should expect to see.. maybe i didnt ovulate at all..

- too heaty, drank too much tonic resulting spotting since 10days before menses..

gonna make sure everything is in order for this cycle.. Prime should be in late Feb..

daddy, marks ur calendar... *winkz winkz* haha

glimpse of hope...

crossing my fingers.. have been checking on OPKs recently.. spotted +ve last nite.. YEAH!!

have been feeling the heaviness of the womb these few days as well.. today is getting abit more immerse..

wat else can i do to raise the hope..

verdict out in 2weeks time.. Oh no.... :O

New start to TTC for No2..

the journey has finally officially started..

after TTC-ing for more than 6months in 2011, and the last cycle has been way delayed for no reasons...

well, guess it is time to pick up the courage to go through everything again.. popping of pills.. tracking using Ovulation Strips, preseed and lifting up of legs..

1st TTC cycle officially begins from 12 Jan..

estimation:

1st cycle, Jan: EDD Oct 2012

2nd cycle, Feb: EDD Nov 2012

3rd cycle, Mar: EDD Dec 2012

4th cycle, Apr: EDD Jan 2013

5th cycle, May: EDD Feb 2013 (this will be yr of SNAKE ler..)

i need to strike within these 4 mths..!!!

time to order a few more strips.. haha